To-Whom-This-May-Concern

HeeHee.

2009-02-11T19:09:00.000-08:00

i havent posted on this one in a while.!!!!
Well, ill tell yall the truth.
It hurt a little when lots of yall forgot about me on the friend thing :*(
{exotico [[sp.?]] at least made up for it w/o me sayin :D}

Oh well, i had the best news of my life on one of the worstt....

BLiNK 182 iS GETTiN BACK TOGETHERRRR.!!!!!!!

{and my english grade sucks.}

i guess its a win/lose right.???
LoL.
♥♥♥

LoL.z

2008-12-31T14:22:00.000-08:00

dude. have fun with her, i dont care.
your a jerk and i got over you.!
heehee.

i love the single life. (:

partayyyy.

UGHHHHHHHHH.

2008-12-07T15:52:00.000-08:00

STOP RUBBING IT IN MY FACE THAT YOU ARE WITH HERRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW YOU THINK IM A FRIEND. BUT IT DOESNT TAKE A BLIND RETARD TO KNOW THAT IM HURT BY IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SICK AND FREAKING TIRED OF THE FAKE SMILES I GIVE YOU AND THE ADVICE I JUST FISH OUT TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW YOU DONT CARE. ALL YOU WANT IS POWER AND YOU JUST PISS ME OFF SOOOO MUCH!!!!!! SCREW YOUUU!!!!!!!

I FREAKING......
ugh.

i love you

how hard is it to return the favor?!

she is USING YOUU.

and

STOP TELLING ME HOW AMAZING SHE IS, ALL THE FUN TIMES YOU ARE HAVING WITH HER, AND HOW WONDERFUL OF A COUPLE YOU AREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT GIVE A CRAP.

i just want the tears to stop.......

and for you to love me back :/

hahahahah

2008-11-29T13:20:00.001-08:00

REALLY????
You do this NOW.
dont you see it?
SHE IS USING YOU.

im trying not to be mean. but its true!!!

you are too inconsiderate to see what is in front of your face
and frankly, i dont need someone like that in my life.

and yet, your so positive about everything that it kinda influences me in a way.

so luckily for you.

ill keep you around for a bit.

oh my god.

2008-11-23T18:44:00.002-08:00

not AGAIN.

im in love.

but THIS time.

He doesnt feel the same way.

:(

oh my god.

2008-11-23T18:44:00.001-08:00

oh my gosh....

2008-11-17T19:28:00.000-08:00

You dont know how bad i want this!!!!!!!!!!
I act like its no big deal.... but jeeze... ill be freaking out forever.
Please.

CHOOSE ME.

oh my god..................

2008-11-05T16:15:00.001-08:00

you replied. and you still....

love me.

believe me, i will do anything to get us reunited again... i just hope it will be easy.

and yes,

i do still love you (:

Being clueless really does suck.

2008-11-02T10:49:00.000-08:00

we both are.

you are clueless that im getting advice from you, ABOUT you.

and im pretty clueless because i JUST CANT find out how you feel.... or how i feel myself

Lord, please help me!!!

[and GC *his nickname from now on* quit giving me mixed signals!!!!]

you know.....

2008-10-25T07:29:00.001-07:00

i give up.

Oh My Goodness....

2008-10-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

CONGRATS!!!

im so freaking proud of you, no joke!

i swear, your so good at lots of things, and your time was soon to come, and it did!

Your happiness means the world to me and im so glad that you prevailed. (:

Good job!!! :D

[i am sooooo gonna brag abt u!]

you humor me.

2008-10-17T17:21:00.000-07:00

now that your with her... maybe now i wont have to deal with your issues.
and maybe now you will "allow" me to open that door with a certain someone.

so thank you!
(:

[no ily for you.....jerk.]

and Jen:

HE DOES LOOK LiKE A TOAD!! :D

OhMyGeeze.

2008-10-17T17:20:00.000-07:00

today was awesome! im really glad i could come over. ppl might be mean to you, but screw them. you are an awesome person and an awesome friend to me. you would never back stab anyone and thats a good trait to keep.

ily♥

HAHAHA

2008-10-16T14:54:00.000-07:00

i laugh at your face [litterally... you were never that cute] lol!

But seriously, that sucks abt gettin ur phone taken up.

Can you say KARMA? (:

Finally some form of payback for all the crap you have caused. Its slowly coming back to youu!!! muhahahaha!!!

You reign of terror and tears are long gone. :D

I am a new girl, strong and all. And your still a compulsive lier with a hoe on your shoulder.... Fun right?

Well. im gone. and your gonna have to deal with the fact your a lowlife freak and the abuse does not affect me anymore. These wounds are HEALED and now there is someone else i "fancy" if you will. And now... i will talk to you about it, cause i KNOW your not upset about it, and you cant fool me anymore. (:

Long story short.... you suck. >=D

and p.s...........

stop saying *sigh* its not your thing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So drop it will ya? It wont make me like you anymore... it just annoys the crap out of me... so stop trying to be him.

[and i have always hated the love songs]

Hey!

2008-10-13T19:05:00.000-07:00

Im really happy for you...
Your happiness means so much to me and now that your life has brightened up... it seems like mine will too. You have always been there for me even when i wasnt there for you and that is true friendship.
♥
[p.s. AWWWWWWWW]

...

2008-10-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

Thank you.
(:

You are one complicated person...

2008-10-10T16:50:00.001-07:00

You want me to be happy.
But what you are doing prevents it.
Reverse Psychology Maybe??
I have no clue.
You TELL me one thing... but you secretly SUGGEST another...
I have one thing to say....

Tell me the truth.

♥

WHAT iS YOUR PROBLEM?!?!?!

2008-10-09T15:49:00.000-07:00

She is my friend too!!! I'm sick of your tyranny over me... and how you are favored so much. Im tired of sitting around and just ignoring it!!! I've been nice for too long. But i wont go to your low level. Instead of ignoring the situation- i will ignore the problem.

You.

Only way i will talk to you is on my blog (which you dont know about.) so ha!
You think you have won... but i have only started.
The Bad you have put on me will come back to you one day...
It's only Karma.

So farewell old friend... I hope the new friends will treat you kindly. But one day, when they turn their backs on you, I wont be here.

**Toni

ugh...

2008-10-08T17:07:00.000-07:00

I Love You so much... even though you don't know that so well. And i have not been an experienced person at showing it to you throughout the years. The truth is... that i will miss you so much. You are one of the best people i have ever met... and you will always be. I'm scared to death for the next few weeks to come so soon, and im dreading the few months after. I dont want these last few weeks to end... and i think im more scared for your future than you are yourself. But its my job to worry... and Gosh Dangit... i will be doing enough of it for the two of us!!!

I Love You
(:

with a bitter-sweet heart...
**Toni

Do I Really Need This??

2008-10-05T11:18:00.001-07:00

Look, i really dont understand you, you dont talk to me as much anymore. I know my friends have kinda been in the way... but that doesnt mean you have to let them... It's crazy how the distance between us is so close...and yet so far!! But that doesnt have to stand in our way anymore!! Somehow.... we can make this work.
♥

HEYLO!

2008-10-05T11:06:00.000-07:00

This is my new blog where i will talk to someone without really talking to them. [DONT SAY I COPiED THiS FROM KiM!!! SHE GAVE ME PERMiSSiONN!!] i give her full credit :) You guess who it is all you want [who knows, it may even be you] and if i deem you worthy... i shall tell you who it is being directed at. Mostly, this is to get some stuff off my chest... i hope it works!
♥